I woke up!

Yesterday marks the scariest day of my life, easily. I had my wisdom teeth removed after being put on laughing gas and under anesthesia. I don't do needles, I've never had surgery, and I was all alone. I'm hurting, to say the absolute least. Anyways, through this process though I have realized so many different things. First, friends are so overrated. I genuinely don't have a single friend (outside of family) and I genuinely don't need one. My family has shown me so much in just a little over 24 hours that I'm truly amazed. My mom, well she's phenomenal. My aunt, well she's my life savor. And my sister, well she's my best friend. My mom has done so much for me from re organizing to cleaning to bathing my pup Bentley. My aunt makes me feel like the most important person in the world and my sister has been there every step of the way. Even driving me to what I consider the worst day of my life. So many things went through my head but most of all, I was scared I wasn't going to wake up. Google is my other best friend (tots) and I read that you won't know if you're allergic to anesthesia until you go under it. I was a nervous TRAIN WRECK. But, I woke up... In pain & totally out of it. I'm here.. And for some odd reason more thankful for my beautiful family now then ever (And of course my Bentley for staying right by me while I recover). Life is so good and really does work in mysterious ways.

Xxxxxo
Ashley!

P.s. I never realized how genuine people are until I met my neighbors. They're truly just awesome! Arvie and Chris... THANK YOU!